Wednesday, March 28, 2007

My everchanging life

It wasn't long ago that I was always a funloving and joyous person. People would come to me if they wanted to be cheered up. I was always there with a joke or something stupid to say just to make them laugh.
Then some things happened. Just bad things that could have been worked out. Simple problems that, with help, would be meaningless. It was so sad that the one person that should have helped me ran away. We were married a long long time ago. When ever trouble happened, as things do in a relationship, we were able to work it out. Something changed in her a few years ago. She started to have a very negative outlook and it soon made me do the same. I started to get negative. Then when problems arose, she just left them for me. No more partnership. The stress of it all got to me and I became a very unhappy person.
Well, that all changed when I met someone. She has given me my confidence back and she makes me feel like i deserve better things. She has almost brought me back to the way I was. At least now I can see that better things are on the way thanks to her. The only thing she hasnt been able to help me with is my spelling! hahaha
Funny how things change.